Every now & then, I assure myself a litany of task: I'll finish my schoolwork before 10pm. I'll rearrange my study table. I'll sweep, mop, wash the dishes & fold the clothing. I'll study chemistry, read biology, & do extra exercises on maths.
I usually list down these assurances. Then, just spend the time sitting in front of the laptop as if time runs slowly & those assurances are easy-peasy stuff to be done & I thought to myslf, take your time~
Well, you might wondering how am I going to accomplish those assurances within a day....
I cant make it--I'm running out of time!
I have no idea what am I actually looked up on the Internet.
I have no idea for how long had I been seated on that swivel chair.
I sometimes wonder why was i ever that foolish!
Then it goes again--- "... its all about attitude... ... you should show good examples... bla bla bla..."
My teachers' & mum's pieces of advice reverberate from one end of my brain to another end. >.< style="font-style: italic;">duty for the day.
I make myself a cup of coffee, like I usually did, & sit back in the chair pondering for a moment--10minutes had gone.
Then I prepare myself a light breakfast, feed my dogs, clean the dishes. Hardly an hour and a half. Later, do household chores. Shower. Read news paper. ... ... Lunch time! It's midday!
I whinge: Great! Chemist-pass year questions. Bio-Chapter21-25. Maths Ex3.2 a,b,c,d. PA-graph. Uuuurrggghhhh~
I should take the initiative,i tell myself....& start out!
Tic toc. tic toc. I grow more anxious with every passing hour.
Its almost dusk when I finally finish my school work.
And, hey, how long could it take anyway?!
1 1/2 hour for maths, another 1 1/2 hour for chemistry, & another 1 1/2 hour for Bio. 45minutes for PA.
I don't know~ Y I don't bother to do my part as a student, as a child, & as a prefect before this.
Too busy kill time-ing, I guess.*shrug*
I usually list down these assurances. Then, just spend the time sitting in front of the laptop as if time runs slowly & those assurances are easy-peasy stuff to be done & I thought to myslf, take your time~
Well, you might wondering how am I going to accomplish those assurances within a day....
I cant make it--I'm running out of time!
I have no idea what am I actually looked up on the Internet.
I have no idea for how long had I been seated on that swivel chair.
I sometimes wonder why was i ever that foolish!
Then it goes again--- "... its all about attitude... ... you should show good examples... bla bla bla..."
My teachers' & mum's pieces of advice reverberate from one end of my brain to another end. >.< style="font-style: italic;">duty for the day.
I make myself a cup of coffee, like I usually did, & sit back in the chair pondering for a moment--10minutes had gone.
Then I prepare myself a light breakfast, feed my dogs, clean the dishes. Hardly an hour and a half. Later, do household chores. Shower. Read news paper. ... ... Lunch time! It's midday!
I whinge: Great! Chemist-pass year questions. Bio-Chapter21-25. Maths Ex3.2 a,b,c,d. PA-graph. Uuuurrggghhhh~
I should take the initiative,i tell myself....& start out!
Tic toc. tic toc. I grow more anxious with every passing hour.
Its almost dusk when I finally finish my school work.
And, hey, how long could it take anyway?!
1 1/2 hour for maths, another 1 1/2 hour for chemistry, & another 1 1/2 hour for Bio. 45minutes for PA.
I don't know~ Y I don't bother to do my part as a student, as a child, & as a prefect before this.
Too busy kill time-ing, I guess.*shrug*
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