~I am who I am~

We have friends & ppls coming in and out of our life everyday. How often are we aware of their existence & how often are they aware of our existence? We might not know what they thought of us, unless we heard of it from our own ear or through friends or family members or teachers or anyone else...

She's too childish.
She's too emotional.
She's naive.
She's wearing an old-fashioned clothes.
She looks like a nerd.
She's hot!
He's cool.
He's short.
He has acne covered by his hair.
He looks thiner than he was few days ago.

All the time we are judge, rated, tagged & assessed. People keep on responding to our weaknesses, our personality, our relationship, our studies, our decisions and what hurts the most, our looks, our physical appearances... ... Everyone wants to look preety or handsome or cute or charming or dashing... But we cant change reality... we are how we look like, unless we go for cosmetic surgery & I believe that coundn't change reality too...

I'm not as beautiful as I want to be;
I'm not as talented as I wish to be;
I'm not as smart as I strive to be;
I'm not as happy & bliss as I visualize to be;
I'm not as rich as I hope to be;
But I know I'm special & important in someone's eyes, someone who always knows how to love & appreciate me more than anyone else..
To the world I might be a person but to that special person I'm the world.
And thats why He created me..=]

Somehow I thought I don't care, but I wish I could .. Because I care and couldn't take it easy or just ignore my feelings.
As I grow to be more mature, I see things different from the past, all those are just a period of growing up. Through all the criticism, being scrutinize & assessed by others, I learn to be more grateful, to be more patient, to be strong and to improve myself in every aspect.
Everyone do have the experience of what it's like to be overcome & paralyzed by doubt & fear of what others thought or say about us..

Why not, give life a chance!
Tell yourself that you are doing just fine and how wonderful
it is to be around~ Wee! Hoo!